Torn between 2 worlds, and the winner is, never you.

Scarlet letter branded upon your chest, the sins lie the hallways of you past actions. God has seen you, the devil has tasted you, yum. The angels save you while the demons eat you, all while you go towards the light while the darkness engulfs you.
Torn between the 2, its never been your choice just your journey, testing you since you spoke you first word. Tempting you while trying to save you, gluttony, lust and greed are ever so easy compared to valor and honor. You pray for the rain so you can stay inside with her but all you get is a handful of ash and a shiver. Living life is hard enough but knowing ever move you make will put you either in a giant frying pan where the heat never ends or a cloud of white and as soft as silk with her beside you. Your doing good, not fucking up because you love her too much but you never want to leave her so now you have to be a moral example so you can go with her to the clouds. She, as sweet as sugar and as smart as Einstein, how did she ever cross your path, an angel from god, a reward for all the good, despite his adversities and challenges and false hoods. You could be in heaven for all you know.

Fast forward till death greet them both.
Filled with white light starting down upon the globe that he once inhabited, now he has a view that only gods own. Laying upon the silk that is white he ponders where his wife is; he taps Gabriel in the shoulder and unloads his grief and curiosity. He points yonder, down, beneath the crust of the earth in a boiling vat where she is being burned for the first of many times. He lets loose a rivers of tears thinking of Justin, and how. God responds with this verse
She was a victim of crushing immoral,
She turned to the streets, and clawed her way up,
Making her way to management
Until she found you, she didn’t own the clothes you first saw her in,
She was stealing them, and in the process
She stole your eyes and money, but she couldn’t
now she’s suffering for what happened to her and what she reaped upon
the others, of so many lives she saved,
and destroyed, in the sinful manner.

Beaten and broken he stared down like all the others before.