This is more than just the average blog, its my life, how i feel. without writing i would burst at the seams all the time. writing is what helps me get through it all even if i dont write every day, what matters is when i do and how i cant stop myself.
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
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so its pretty much one in the morning, so plz dont be offened by my spelling which can somehow gets worse the later i get but only if i type. if i write i rarely spell anytihng wrong, prob some irony in there but im too tired toi find it and debate about it wiht myself, bc who the hell would want to debate that, in all honesty. well a few sentences i ahd a point i had, a point i was going to amek but somehow it got lost in this ruble, maybe it was aobut marriage lies and political scandals, or about mew vs luiga, or maybe about what i need to do the next few days, who knows. itll come to me at a random time and ill forget, but now i dont even know what im rambling aobut but it actualy feels good to rant becasue thats is my fav thing to do in writing and somehow through all my rants and random Sh**t something amazing comes out, a beautiful ensemble of words that dance around you and do the electric slide on your tongue and bitch slap your senses till theri fully awake fore thay have doozed far too long and they needed it, idk how all that happend but it does and thats how my essays in my ap class got written, adn they were good, def good enough to get a 5 on the test but when your staring at 5 correct multiple choice questions, that i feel is the real stumper, so take a pick, grab a number adn flip a coin and realize its time for bed. so brush your teeth, prep yourself for nothing and slide into bed and congrats if your ahve a partner, im still undecided if your doing something right or if im doing it wrong but hell, ill take my drug anyday adn dance into a acoma, never to awaken but finally being full happy adn loving evey minute of it, so for my fairwell for now, PEACE FOLKS. till another day or night late/early in the day(however you see it) so ahve fun and be who you are, dont push it for something or someone else, they will realize sooner or later what they want or need, and heres the part where i dont take my own advice, but hell tis my life adn ill cry if i want oo, im not of course but it sounded liek it fit there, like a computer in this generation, so finally good night, lol as if someone is actually reading this, but its still fun.
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