That line, nowhere to hides
Out there in the world is that line that no one can see but we feel its pressure very day, every brush of the hair behind that girl beautiful face, every smile that means more than it shows, all the talk of truths and dreams. With every laugh, and illusion of one but not the other, it’s a one sided story and it’s a duet missing its half, but its only one person will notice until the truth moves out of the shadows and step forward into the light, soaking it all up.
The line, it’s dreaded.
I speak ill of this line for it has, wait, not true, I was going to say it robbed me, it made me crouch in the shadows like a tiger, and hide like the dragon. But now as I recall the thought and almost actions I must confess to myself relief,
Relief that I didn’t whisper the words to this girl because our friendship would have been ruined and to revamp that statement, she’s not in my life now. I try to text but we barely talk, it could b for a million reasons but still, no word so I choose and say I did right by that girl but failed another, one closer to my heart, so close I never even relaxed it until I had almost lost her but no more, not again.
That’s another issue.
Now about this line.
It’s never seen, only sensed and we all know of it but never speak for we don’t want it found out. It’s the line between friendship and more. I’ll let you decide what u really want to call it but you get it, without me having to say this, without me having to spell or rather type it out for you,
so where do you fall?
Or do you even know? I doubt it because you’re not willing to take the risk, well go fucking suck it up and spill the truth. Stop hiding it,
Me, yes I’ve had this event happen, but do I regret not taking my own advice, no. for I’ve found a girl who is defined in the dictionary as perfect, but hell that’s just me. I’ll fight for her and in the end I can hope I win but I can’t force her, so it’s her choice. So, I leave it up to you, the truths have been spoken, hugs given, lips touched and the rest we shall find out.
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