Shasta

By no means am I a religious nut for I am a writer. I’ve explored and debated and yelled about it just to prove the other wrong.
I’m sorry that I’m too far away to do anything so I will toss you in here.
You are perfection served just right, you have put up with so much that you have earned the gold star. A life with the perfect guy who will treat you right, and hopefully your choice will be a guy who has the same “attraction”. You deserve a clean bill of health till the day after you die, you shouldn’t b so concerned because your beautiful just as you are. You have stolen my heart many a times and for all the sorry you’ve still treated me half humane. And I know I can never make it up to you but I want to try and keep you in my life till the end of days. I hope you get better soon and no matter what happen ill always be by your side helping you with anything I can, and you know that to be true. And no matter what ill go to whatever lengths to be by your side if the worst occurs and I hope your reading this and deciding to keep me in your life because as you need help I am in dire need of friends that I can depend upon and talk to them freely without the judge and jury present.
Thanks so much for being too embarrassed to talk to me, you gave me the time of my life.
I v o n!

Please get better because I know you’re a fighter and you will get through this.