NpcH

How I miss her
Her body wrapped in my arms
Her soft skin touching mine
Her laugh, her smile made all my fears and doubts slip away
And clumsiness replaced them
She was perfect, the girl
I miss her like the earth misses the sun
Like the wolf misses the moon, the howl that projects an undying love for her and only her.
No other women could possibly take her place,
How I loved her and just didn’t realize it.
The story behind my fall, the story of why I don’t want to cont, how I don’t want to hurt anyone else. Its me always me causing the pain. I just want to stop but how can I learn.
I entered high school still in middle school.
How can I grow up when I’m always steps behind everyone else.
How I never experienced anything, just playing it all through.
How ill be alone because no one will cry tears over me until the day io die.
I’m tired of it all.
I just don’t get it and I’m afraid I never will.
Is it me, can I change, how can I when im alone with no one helping me
I’ve missed so much, how will I ever regain my footing, all the played up confidence in the world cant help me now
How can I escape this plane when I don’t know where else to go. I grew up in a place that I actually called home and then like the predictable, I moved and I really don’t know why this time. But the deed has been done and the want ahs been waved and I’m here to make the most of it with, me.
I miss her, I miss home, I miss pc.