pugbite, rimpianto, colisses, lodead
the list of names that line the headstones
one by one they fall.
to an addiction.
im done wiht it finally. never going back. you cant make me, it aint going to happen like that. its made a mockery of my life wiht tis mocking blows, but its over. almsot 2 years done and almsot 2 years that never coming back, ill miss em but hey it didnt mess up my life too bad, or maybe it did.
it cost me women, fights, negoatiating, loss of experience and oppertunitys that i wanted but couldnt bring back, but ill rimpianto.
being consumed from a force you cant touch is fighting a foe you have never see adn never will, like running wild in a blizzard.
this is my declaration, i am done and it was a waste. addictions hurt but withdrawls are swooping on me. clawing at me, but now i have a hole in me thats never going to be filled, its been constant since the tipping of the halo and the fight for your life and drowing in the lack there of money. no words will ever be able to depict the fight inside and out of me thats been building, the hatred.
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