Twist of reality,

Im to preface the writing wiht, into the morning, temorary insanity, check yes, juliet, and skyway avenue

temp insan
is it real or is it fantasy?
i ahve no clue but the days of late have been blessed with a young women that i ahve the pleasuer to know for a few years and i am very confused wiht life at the moment, the craziest thought are taking aplce and i dont knwo what way is up. i wish i had my crew here to help me make heads and tails of this, i am going to go insane and burst at the seems becaue if this is real and not jsut in my ehad i will say fml and fall apart.

is it me or do i jsut fall for the women who cant catch me bc their arms are already around someone else????
i mean what the hell, is this cupid tell me i fucked every so they have forgotten me and now i must movbe on, well i say kindy flip mr lovemaker the finger and go for the women i care aobut most.
i plan on taking a trip back to the location where i truly grew up, and when i envision who im goign to hang with its a small number of people, and her. her, the girl that i havent stop thinking aobut since saturday, maybe is all maek beleive or................
hell i dont knwo. i cant make the right choice when i t comes down the love, the needs vs the want are mixed when i know what tehy are so now they are clear as the bell.
adn as usualy the bell rang late as usually wiht my heart stapled on the side, now its cracked liek the liberty bell.
being alone i can handle on select days, but whne im confronted wiht a riddle of life, i cant bc i need the bros to help me, pull me up and slap me then do something stupid wiht and it all becomes clear and i ahve all teh courage in the world, but wiht out them im jsut a superman wiht kyprtnite thats never leaves my side, im always weak, never the full man that i should be.
all bc im thinking aobut you and you dont even know that im talking aobut you, i bet you would never agina think that i like u like that, bc ur happy wiht him,
agian , not agian.
this sucks.
nwo its bad bc im having a conversation wiht me
myself and
i.
and no one is winning.