You, its always you

And just like that her voice gone like the smoke in the wind.
Never to be heard from again, temptation, lust and beauty controlling me into hells endeavors.
The thought of you still plaguing my mind like the England rats, festering.
What I want, out of reach, or just another mirage but I’m not in a desert, maybe another trick of the mind and body, but what’s the secret?
Nobody knows but I want to know, I want to know.
Why do you pop into my life then vanish like a temptress, why?

Why me dear, what did I do, why choose me? Why leave me stranded?

Never mind, your gone and I’m talking to a wall.
Committed four months later because I thought you were back, now cant you stay, so I can get out of this jacked? Its too tight and not my style.
Tell the world, so I can walk free with you or without you, your choice, its always up to you because I’m at your disposal.