Long time.....

It has been a while since I last laid my fingers to the keyboard and laid down a steady stream of my thoughts to the screen. But a lot has occurred and I am feeling more inspired since late spring and walking with her. Walking is an under rated activity. And since those early days I have more of a spring to my step and have these waves of thoughts as writing. And i am now fulfilling them and trying to catch up and write and feel better. My early situation with T is no more. I am seeing what it really is. I have the choice, the sheer free will and I know what I want and what I would like to do. Now if I can get to act on it and walk my path. I would like to walk it with her, hand in hand, kissing her as the sun sets with the flash of green, illuminating us. Now its time for a truth to emerge, pursuing a girl who has it all is a bad decision. The girl all the guys want and the girl with the ho beauty is not the girl I ever really want. I desire the girl who is imperfect but flawless in my eye. Now all I need to is jump and see if she feels the same or if i will become boxed.