i hear the song on the radio and it brings back waves of you
whatever mood im in is lifted and desperses to places unknown and a
smile forms as my mind wonders in the fields of you

i have little of a life and i know it but dotn change it
i need too
mybe next weekend, i keep saying.
i need to get a move on
before it all passes me by

im starting to learn.

i will not write these words for you
ya i said i would but ill do it in due time
dont rush this or
else
im jsut stringign together words and makign soemthings up,
my tru thoughts come out when im goign fast and mispelling things.

so i banish the law
im done, it weird
how u lied to me, you know u did and yet u led me on bc you knew what i would say. i judge only purely but i found a girl before you and her writing are pure and she
doesnt know about them
oh how onw day i hope to read em all to her, or have her read them. might be too scared of what she would say
i do go with the flow and whatever happens happens.
but
if you want somethign then you go for it.
im not going to lsoe you, im gonna be there. i jsut dont know how to vocalize this to you
i dotn want to lose you,
i want to give us a chance bc i knwo it will be something great but time is against us. how do i respect you yet declare what i want.
well at the end ill be there for you
holding a rose, only one and jsut for you. ive written some lines that make you think, and i knwo youll know when you read the, how i feel but currently im still failing the opposite sex. idk anything.

but back to you
you are a friend but your flaws are too visible

you should see that special persons flaws as character and what makes them them.

long time

wow, its been a while since i wrote anything, months passing and events spinning out of control.
true higher education is knocking at my door and ive let it in and now it lounges on my couch refusing to go until im done.
sometimes you have to fall down so you can learn to get up again.
its best to live live with scraped knees, some scratches cuts and bruises. to let the world knwo you cna handle the ring, that your still up and in the fight.
idk where to go with this post, school and how im trying but still not there yet. or should i go back to the secong gym leader, the water one and write about her.